I love you
You are always silent when I wrote to you,throwing me into the chill water,I just want to hear your voice which is the sunshine to me.in those days when I feel sick and do not koow how to deal with the long night without you. To me ,you are so important that without your existence and imaging your figers ,I will be immerged in the sadness and frustrated all of my time .you know in my short life,I did lot of thing wrong which made me in the miserable condition that is no light and warm.
I miss you deeply and am puzzled why are you so stubern that you are so far away from me.you should know my attitude to you is only to love you and comfort you instead of occupying your body and mind,I just want to hug you and warm you.but you are having some hatre on me ,such as my rudeness and lust,but it is false that I will hurt you and scatter you tranquillized mindset which is sometimes in puzzlement.
I love you from before to the my last day in this world what is having significance of life because of your hug.I will never forget what you were dressed on that day when we met and never forget your smile that is the stars in my disappointed life .
I believe that if I can touch you again,wether you and me would be in the heaven again and never worry about the future full of risk.I will hug you deeply and saying again and again that I love you ,I love you.when I wake up in the morning,I miss you;when I go to the bed,I miss you nice body which used to belonging to me and I am sure it will belong me again and be melted into my body mesmerizing you.
You know I am rude when I saw you glittering body what attractedd me deeply,and I will put the imagination of your body in my full memory fiilled with lots of insultation and stupidity leading to the hell with any warm and light .you are my light and warm,and because of your kiss ,I know in this cosmos,there are a heaven in this brutal world destroying the life of innocent people and make lots of people in despair.but you are the superwoman who give me the hope that if you are falling in love with sb,you should speak out and hug her.you give me the chance to love you,which gives me the chance to have authentic meaning in my fragmentary life which always brought the anguish and nightmare to me.
I would say I love you again and again,hoping it would trigger the ripples of love to me; I need your love like the land needing the rain and sunshine;without your love ,like the land lacking of rain ,I would sigh everynight and to be passive to the left life.please to touch me,to comfort my body with your body and heart.you are belonging to me as same as I am belonging to you,in this slient world,in this noise world,in this wonderful world,in this frustrated world.